It’s not so much getting over, but blocking out. You can’t let your thoughts catch up to you. I’m running as fast as I can.
I’ve been thinking a lot, probably too much for my own good. But when it comes to what this relationship is I really don’t know. I think I just need to know that you are there for me and just not say it. I need you to try and give a shit. I am trying and it seems like I am the only one. I know things have changed but you wouldn’t of done what you did if you didn’t mean it. I don’t know. I want answers and just prove. You know I’ll always be there for you, listen to you, help you out, and be there when everyone else seems like they aren’t there. I just needed to vent and just say that I honesty care and try so hard. I need to have you try and not just say it or say I’ll make it up. Gah just know I love you and care. Who knows what will happen but if we try nothing but good can come from it. We had our war and it was stupid. Fights makes people grow up and become stronger.